typical me

Watched Arshavin score a good goal, see Arsenal win after quite sometime. also i just wanna mention Arsne wenger too for the AR factor :P ..hearing Jiya Jale in radio ( well am happy to have a headset and access to music 24 x 7 ), with Eco book on my lap and one sided xerox sheets to jot down things which i didnt remotely understand, but actually scribbling anf doodling. ( i seriously think and believe doodling improves your creativity and brings in clarity )
back of my head lot of thoughts streaming, the amount of thoughts my brain cant comprehend...
feeling bad i cant make it for the trip with the all guys gang to some white sand beach, dont want dad to say a no for his princess's wishes,
feeling smarty after quite sometime. back in control of things!!!
being catty and evily devlish..
multitasking
Feeling balanced. :P may be just for the heck of it
Cherry on topping..talking to KP over phone to discuss the goal. ( not some organizational goal.. vision mission but the fubal goal :) )
decide not to do something but actually land up doing it ;) kya karen control nahi hota

Reorganize the room, with her crazy roomie... ( both weirdo roomies are indulged in their own work ( read as chatting all day ) imagine 2 chatter boxes actually silent through out )
feeling the space in room s increased and its more clean ( its just perception and perceptions could be ( could be !!! surely here ) wrong
write blog - 2 at a stretch.. with exams 3 days away.
talks with love lorn best friend :P
still having the confidence that we ll somehow not flunk!!!
yeah also falling ill in the wrong moment and make an ego issue abt it.
all those things and advises given to others coming back at you.
know everything but still dumbstruck at the stupid mistake
not able to prioritize things
procrastinate ( not lazy)
getting inspirations for wrong things at the wrong moments
still executing them... with full josh
not having any time sense at all
actually read horoscope to realise it sounds familiar even though u believe that it is one of the infinite things which s surely not gonna happen to u
still advise KP against things.. and feel good abt it.sadistically or even genuinely..
wake up late nights for most unproductive reasons
Realizing things all along the way .. actually for the documentation purposes only.. coz i realise things supposedly.. but not actually..!!!

Eternally Confused

Confusion s been a integral part of me eternally. Well quite true. 

I wont call myself bond at the game of chess. That doesnt mean that I am bad at IQ. Well the usual mistake I would make is - Be good with strategy and develop algorithm sorts to deal with opposition. Feel as if fighting real war. But then after 5 - 6 moves forget the old strategy why a particular piece was kept in that square. I dont know how many games i have lost for the same reason. 

We not only should learn from our mistakes but also remember stuff why we avoided a thing. At that moment it was a smart move but after sometime you just land up doing the same thing, the whole purpose was defeated. Whats the use of all the strategy.





Similarly I knew how my life would shape but i went ahead and triggered a spiral collapse. I know someone s having a good laugh. :P It was more like life was waiting to unfold for me to make that move, particular move. Patiently waiting and the wait bore fruit. Learn and REMEMBER too.

Easy way to win is to wait for the person to commit mistake, very good stratefy if you can do nothing better. Trust me on this.